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today is such a BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD day (i can't even emphasize how bad). first of all i wake up sick. but duty calls so i had to pick up my bones, take a bath, dress up, and go to school. the day began to get steady with philo reporting. it got even better when my dear friends and i hung out with each other while also attending to duty at the ops room.
but then, it had to happen. after signing up for a slot for a defense, and upon returning to the ops room, the air was different. something (or someone) made a wave, that quickly turned into a tsunami. grabe pare...hindi ko alam kung anong iisipin ko. sana na lang, masaya siya (at sasaya siya) sa ginagawa niya. kasi yung mga ibang tao sa paligid niya, malayo sa pagiging masaya ang nararamdaman. maling mali yung mga taong sinabihan niya. maling mali talaga.
at ang pinakamahirap intindihin sa lahat..."magkaibigan tayo eh. hindi ko alam kung bakit kailangan mo akong lokohin. san sinabi mo na lang yung totoo. kaibigan naman kita eh. matatanggap ko naman yun..."
after that, things became well, darker. "the incident" made such an impact on me, that i only realized that i felt REALLY insulted hours after it happened. takte. oh well.
tapos ngayon, someone ordered me around like i was supposed to be her (i will not name names) servant. grabe. sana man lang may "please"? or "favor naman o...". but no. ewan ko ba, siguro nandun lang sa tema ng pananalita niya ang mali. kumbaga, tumuliling sa tenga ko. di ko nagustuhan. or maybe because i was still wallowing (and fuming) on what that other specific person had planned to do. oh well.
funny how small things turn out to be such big things and cause such passionate emotions. tsk tsk
the only good thing that happened today was that i got a free (hehe) dinner with my birthday friend (?) and people who are beyond my academic realm. :) isang mabilis at temporaryong pagtakas mula sa mundong umiimpis sa aking pagmemeron. sarap nun. sobra. salamat.
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