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i wish it was those kinds that you forget about soon after you've seen it. or those kinds that are so weird that you just laugh about while wondering why you had it in the first place. or those kinds that you'd really want to remember because it was so good.
but no.
i had a dream that i shouldn't dream about. a dream that involved me and another and another person, in a setting quite familiar, in a scene that i have been trying to prevent from happening. argh. dreams may be an outlet of sorts.
not that it was scandalous or illegal or anything immoral. its just quite disturbing that i had wanted to do it many times in the past, but somehow my inner being forbids me to do so. and now, i see it unfold, just the way i envisioned it to be, while i lie dead to the world in the wee hours of the morning. the worse part is, i felt good when i woke up. it was as if it really happened, as if it was really meant to happen. uh oh. this. is. not. good.
and now im more disturbed than ever.
dreamsdreamsdreams.
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